心不在焉

其實我不曉得為什麼耶，只是覺得最近狀況真的很差...
事情老是記不起來，不管是大事還是小事。

搭公車搭錯班、走路把指甲踢裂、身上一堆不知道從哪裡來的刮傷和瘀青
答應的想做的事情下一秒就忘光光
面試被打槍、被放鳥、被要求給對方我的部落格網址
太多數不清的瞎事...

不停的被打擊，簡直到了懷疑自己根本價值的地步
有時覺得下一秒就要崩潰，眼淚好像就要不小心奪眶而出
不過發現其實不會，我比我想像的要勇敢的多。
心不在焉或許是最好的解釋。

Get enough is never enough
There must be some way out of here
There must be some kind way out of here
She's call

seems everything has just, you know,
living way it is now
我渴望我腐敗的所有事情都可以變成一種肥沃

There must be some way out of here
There must be some kind way out of here
Can you get there now
Can you get there now
Can you get there

當大家都覺得你已經可以安於一種
旁人都可能夠開始祝福期待你的時候
如果你還像我一樣 試圖破壞自己 就可以真的了解那種喜悅
It only shows that, you know,
It's time to die and I can fly

It's time to die and I can fly
I need some time to figure it out...

因為渴望肥沃，
就暫時離開一陣子去尋找一些養份吧